I’m having one of those nights where I feel stuck.
I look at myself in the mirror and I think to myself, Everyone else has moved on, moved forward with their lives. They’ve bettered themselves and here you are. Like that trapped little 18 year old still unsure of how to ask for what you want 16 years later.
I realize then that everyone probably feels the exact same way I do. Like we’re all half way flailing to stay afloat in a confusing world that makes sense for everyone else but not for us in particular. Then I think about all my friends that I don’t talk to anymore…Their children or significant others that I never really got to know.
I really need to learn to turn my brain off when I’m too tired. :p